Month: February 2007

  • it seems my last post raised alot of the same questions we in the Episcopal Church are asking the archbishops of the ‘global south’ > why use labels such as ‘conservative’ or ‘liberal’ , essentially political terms, to define Christians?  why make statements about who is fit or not fit to come to the Lord’s table?  did not Jesus himself eat with notorious sinners in order that his love for all might show a better way, a way of forgiveness, reconciliation, and healing? why is it that sexual trangressions get all the press when economic/financial sins are named in the same ‘vice lists’ and actually outnumber the sexual sins?  do you ever hear anyone say “you can’t come and receive communion or be part of our church until you stop cheating on your taxes or scamming the government”? 

    if you pay your employees less than a living wage, less than a fair wage, while you yourself take home large profits, is this not greed? one of the seven deadly sins? 

    it seems to me that we should all keep in mind the adage to forget the mote in our fellow Christian’s eye and worry about the giant pole in our own….

  • it seems that there is a definite difference between the peace that the world offers and the peace that is offered by God, what i would term as shalom.  in his work the city of God, Augustine talks about two paradigmatic cities > the city of God, and the city of humanity.  what differentiates them is the quality of the love that unites them as a common good.  the love of the city of humanity is united by the peace that is defined more as the détente that exists as the result of a cessation of hostilities rather than the presence of the peace of God.  it is the love within the city of God that is united by the shalom of God that means so much more than the absence of hostility, but also encompasses the presence of reconciliation and proper relationship, of prosperity and generosity, of steadfast love and of slowness to anger…


    within these two cities, the
    εκκλεσια (or gathered assembly) is meant to embody the love and peace that exists in the kingdom of God. this εκκλεσια represents unity in diversity, since its members are drawn out of all nations and peoples, bound by love of God and love in God.  the church at its best gives a sense of true love, true politics (love of city), true ethics in the world > a kind of witness, a general reflection…

    where we see brokenness is the visible invitation of God to envision wholeness, to see what the next step is to be > the church is the source of intelligibility for morality and ethics in this world…

    so, what is the invitation when 7 anglican primates refuse to share communion with 31 others, because one is a woman and they don’t like her gender or her liberal view of God’s love and saving grace? what is the invitation when people persist in using God’s banquet table as a means of exclusion instead of inclusion? the only reason you could legitimately refuse Eucharist is if you were not “in love and charity with your neighbor” and did not “intend to lead a new life, following the commandments of God”…  this says more about the state of the hearts (unreconciled) of the abstaining archbishops than it does about any of the others…

    but…how are we, as church, to witness to the world at large of the saving and reconciling love of God in Jesus Christ when even the leaders of the international anglican communion have trouble demonstrating that love?

  • 2 Cor. 5:20b-6:10

    Matt 6:1-6, 16-21

     

     

    Ash Wednesday marks the beginning of Lent, that season of penitence and preparation leading into the acts of Holy Week, culminating in Easter and the Feast of our Lord’s Resurrection from the dead.  Everyone knows that any big occasion requires much preparation and forethought.  Whether it’s Thanksgiving, Christmas, or Easter, there’s always a lot to do – food to prepare, cleaning to be done, perhaps the home needs to be decorated.  The Church realized this about the great Feasts of Christmas and Easter, and instituted the penitential seasons of Advent and Lent to precede them.  This gives us the space to prepare our hearts, clean our spiritual homes, and even get ready to deck our souls with gladness. 

     

    As a child, I always wondered about the great seasons of Advent and Lent.  Advent was pretty easy to understand due to its name “Advent”, since I knew advent meant an arrival.  Lent was not so easy to figure out.  The Book of Common Prayer of the Episcopal Church helped me there, with this exhortation for Ash Wednesday:

                Dear People of God: The first Christians observed with great devotion

                the days of our Lord’s passion and resurrection, and it became the custom

                of the Church to prepare for them by a season of penitence and fasting. 

                This season of Lent provided a time in which converts to the faith were

                prepared for Holy Baptism.  It was also a time when those who, because

                of notorious sins, had been separated from the body of the faithful were

                reconciled by penitence and forgiveness, and restored to the fellowship of

                the Church.  Thereby, the whole congregations was put in mind of the

                message of pardon and absolution set forth in the Gospel of our Saviour,

                and of the need which all Christians have to renew their repentance and faith.

     

    The practice of putting ashes on the forehead of clergy and congregation became a sign and symbol of the mourning and penitence for sinfulness, echoing ancient practices found in the Bible.  Surely you recall the stories of people wearing sackcloth and putting ashes on their heads to show their sorrow? This became a modern-day equivalent.

     

    Now, growing up as an Episcopalian in the 1960s, getting ashes on Ash Wednesday wasn’t part of my family or church tradition.  My Roman Catholic friends would come to school with smudges on their faces, and we Protestants would gather round them and ask about what seemed to us a bizarre practice.  “It’s to remind us that one day we’ll die,” they told us.  To a six year old that doesn’t mean anything – death has little reality.  So I never thought about getting ashes until I was in college.  Then I wanted to know, and perhaps some of you do too, why do we continue this practice of penitence to begin the Lenten season?

     

    In that portion of his second letter to the Corinthians appointed for this day, Paul writes, “We entreat you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God.  For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.  As we work together with him, we urge you also not to accept the grace of God in vain.  For he says, ‘At an acceptable time I have listened to you, and on a day of salvation I have helped you.’  See, now is the acceptable time; see, now is the day of salvation!”

     

    Already we have been saved, but not yet has it been realized.  The call is to be reconciled to God, to accept that salvation has come in the life and sacrifice of Jesus Christ.  How can we realize that salvation?  accept that call?  One way is by admitting  our sinful natures, the willfulness that draws us away from right decision and right action and down the pathway of error.  We examine our hearts and our lives, to see where we might have gone astray from following in the footsteps of Jesus.  And because we are called to salvation as a people, for God did not call individual Israelites out of Egypt but the whole nation… Because we are called to salvation within a community of faith, it is only fitting that we answer the call to reconciliation with God and acceptance of that salvation as a community.  This service on Ash Wednesday gives us that chance, to bear witness to the realization that we are a sinful people, to show willingness to work to change our behavior, to repent and return to the Lord. We receive ashes on our foreheads in token of this desire.  The ashes are an outward reminder of our inward commitment.

     

    But it doesn’t end with Ash Wednesday.  The call should resonate in our hearts and minds throughout the entire season of Lent.  Paul continues in his letter to remind the Corinthians that great endurance is required if we are to persevere. He also tells us how we’re able to persevere, namely, “by purity, knowledge, patience, kindness, holiness of spirit, genuine love, truthful speech, and the power of God.”  We not alone in this endeavor since we have our sisters and brothers in Christ, but it is by the power of God that these things will come to pass.  God is with us.

     

    And so we mark our foreheads with ashes at the beginning of this endurance race of Lent, empowered by God and knowing we will be doing righteous things as we prepare for Easter, fasting and praying and increasing our religious devotions and charitable giving.

     

    But… but… what do the words of our Gospel say about all of this?  “Beware of practicing your piety before others in order to be seen by them; for then you have no reward from your Father in heaven.  So whenever you give alms, do not sound a trumpet before you , as the hypocrites do…  Truly I tell you, they have received their reward… And whenever you pray, do not be like the hypocrites; for they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and at the street corners, so that they may be seen by others.  Truly I tell you, they have received their reward… And whenever you fast, do not look dismal, like the hypocrites, for they disfigure their faces so as to show others that they are fasting.  Truly I tell you, they have received their reward…”

     

    So is our wearing of ashes to put on a show?  That’s the question Jesus would have each of us answer about any and all Lenten observances.  Are we doing them because God has called you into reconciliation, or are we doing them because we want others to notice us as being ‘good’ Christians?  It’s a matter of intent with Jesus.   The practices are good and recommended and commended to us by Jewish custom and by God’s invitation.  It’s a matter of who you want watching your devotions > the people surrounding you or God.  If you want recognition, Jesus says you’ll get that, but you’ll need to be content with that since you won’t get anything else from God.  But if you are aiming to get God’s attention, then you need to do these things without any show or fuss; try to keep a low profile among others, and don’t worry about their reactions to what you do.  Worry about your heart.  Worry about your soul.  Be reconciled to God in the privacy of your relationship with God, and you will receive God’s reward.

     

    Paul tells us in his letter that working for reconciliation and for God will have the exact opposite effect from being noticed by the community as a good Christian.  He writes, “We are treated as imposters, and yet are true; as unknown, and yet are well known; as dying, and see – we are alive; as punished, and yet not killed; as sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing everything.”  The externals are not important, for God knows each persons heart, and as often happens within the kingdom of God, the heart is the opposite of the external appearance.  Reality is flipped on its head.  We will seem to have nothing, but we will possess everything.

     

    “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust consume and where thieves break in and steal; but store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust consumes and where thieves do not break in and steal.  For where your treasure is, there your heart will be.”

     

    Consider these things, ponder these things, and keep them in your heart, as you walk out into the world to keep a holy Lent.

     

     

  • i am sitting in my fourth-floor walk-up, waiting…. and drinking green tea…

    i am waiting for my energy to return since i am recovering from pneumonia, waiting for inspiration to strike for a sermon that i am to preach in class tomorrow in practice for preaching on Ash Wednesday….

    but mostly i am waiting for snow.  we are supposed to get some, and the sky is gray and leaden enough… pregnant with promise.  the birds are different today > you can tell they, too, are waiting.  they move about with different purpose, no longer playing or sunning themselves, but eating with concentrated intensity.  the pigeons do not roost above me to launch themselves groundward, preferring to huddle together …elsewhere. 

    it seems that much of life is a waiting.  waiting for the perfect job, the perfect opportunity, the perfect lifepartner… the perfect day, the perfect life… waiting for snow…

    i like how it covers things, glazes things over with perfect whiteness.  things glisten in snow, even the dingy streets of new york city appear magical, especially with nightfalls of snow, when streetlights cast their glamor over the transformed sidewalks, stoops, roofs…  we race for the chance to make the first footprints, to be the first one to have stepped here ever, or so it seems.  the Close looks brand new in snow, like the rest of the world.  a frozen gift of a second chance.

    life is like that > waiting for snow… waiting for that second chance, the chance to change things, do it differently, start brand new… be the first one to make footprints on your new life…

    and so i am sitting here, my hands wrapped around a mug of steaming green tea… listening to jazz, dreaming a little…

    waiting for snow…