January 22, 2007
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Rf is supposed to come tomorrow. i am very (insert superlative here) excited to see him since communications have been iffy between us over the past six weeks. it doesn't help that there is a six hour time difference, or that i had my nose buried in 90yr old books 15 hours a day for half of that time.... Jb and i haven't seen each other in a very long time, and just when it looked like we were going to get together, it turned bitter cold in new york, and so he refuses to come. i got so depressed by that, since i miss him terribly > i can say anything to him without him judging me, and it is very comforting to be in his presence. we can talk about music and life, and argue about God, pretty much talk about anything. he is always challenging me politically and intellectually, since he is a staunch republican and despises 'bleeding heart liberal pinko commies' > don't ask me how/why he stands me. anyway, he misses me as much as i miss him, so i convinced him that there could be worse things than simply spending the day in my rooms, with a fire in the fireplace, drinking wine, talking, and listening to music (our overriding passion). so we will see if we can work out a connection there. (God knows i hope so - he's probably my closest guy friend excepting Ces)
my marks for the term are in, finally. i managed a 3.912 GPA which was a major relief for me. my hardest and most demanding class, liturgics, ended up yielding an A > my prof even gave me an A on my major paper on the theology of the 1979 Book of Common Prayer, and his criteria are very very stringent for papers. the new term begins on the 29th, and this time i am taking 7 classes, instead of 6, 17 credits. we'll see how that goes... *crosses fingers/toes/eyes* please keep on sending your thoughts/prayers/support...
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3.9, you rock!
Congratulations! don't be too hard on yourself! You worked hard, and deserved to celebrate and rest. And it was not to be, in the way you hoped. MUCH LOVE TO YOU!
please check out my HIV comments on leonidas xanga. THIS IS ONE AREA you could really give to in the future. NOT the condom thing. Many are there. THE deeper, education of MY value and YOURS. About INTIMACY and its joys. I mean, you are creating foundations for that intimacy with GOD, and you will have it within the human realm. So many kids really need guidance. Need creativity, fun, investment in THEM, to know THEY ARE MADE WELL< AND ARE VERY GOOD> in essence. Hope we can help them have faith in True Love....most disbelieve.
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