September 22, 2006
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there is a very weird feeling to being in a place, recognized as a married person, but not have your spouse with you. you are married, and therefore not free to form attachments, but you are oddly single, since you are alone. many others here, both gay and straight, have their spartners (spouse/partner) living with them, and many others here are single. we who are both married and single make up the minority, and are also not quite residents, since we go home as often as we can....
one more instance of not being quite anything. add to that my position as a transfer student. the seminary was great, accepting all my credits, and counting the bulk of them towards core courses. however. (yes, there is always a "however") this means that i have taken a all but one of the first year courses, a good deal of the second year courses, and even a portion of the final year courses. the effect has been to only be in some of the classes with my graduation class.... i am a puzzle piece that doesn't quite fit....
my surgery on 9/11.... prophetic day, eh? dj's most recent quotable quote, before i forget, "i know you might have cancer and all that, but my broken elbow hurts and i have a headache. so i need sympathy, too" ... so i go in at 6:00 AM to the same day surgery unit, and after all the prep work, i meet with the anethsteziologist, and she asks me if this is what i really weigh. i told her that they had weighed me, so she tells me she is going to give me a small amount of liquid valium in my IV to relax me. now, i have been looking forward to that valium for weeks, since it is the greatest feeling. well, apparently they took my weight wrong, because instead of making me float and feel wonderful, it knocked me flat on my ass... didn't remember anything until the recovery room
so i go back to school that same day, but i am soooooo tired from the drugs that i can't stay awake. even the next day in classes i keep nodding off. but i finally got the results .... everything 100% benign....all normal... never have to see that doctor again! so,
for that
Comments (5)
thats good that everything is ok with you
:heartbeat::heartbeat:
My god. I thought you had given up xanga, not haven posted since July. Good to see you still here.
:heartbeat:I am also very pleased that you are alright! :yes:
Thanks a lot for the comment! You know that I appreciate all of my comments very much, and I like enthusiasm. I, like many people, have days where they think they are pretty, and days when they feel ugly. It just so happens on the days I feel I look pretty, someone has to tell me I look like, and I quote VERBATIM, "like a ugly dyke."
So, thanks a lot for that comment, I will try to have a nice night, and maybe put more writing up tomorrow, as I have a bit more time.
Keep up a positive outlook, and I hope your evening goes well.
RYC: one meal a day total, or just one they provide? Otherwise, it seems like a person would be awfully hungry... (that damn word... I keep trying to spell it offely, or something, even though I know better...)
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